Written by Samantha
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"The little girl cries out within Hold me Protect me Nurture me Be here for me Please, I am 25 years old, a mother since I was four. I am an adult, but a scared and terrified 4 year old little girl within I struggle with life, with life decisions. I yearn and I always hoped that my mother would nurture and support me BE THE MOTHER. But my dreams and hopes of her are shattered. I'm a little girl alone. Struggling to find herself." "I have a schizophrenic mother." "The Depths of my soul lay open will she let me go? let me go of our past. The past holds me of the madness and the darkness I survived. The emptiness of my soul that I have been left with scares me, of my own sanity. I question it! I Pray I will not turn out like her." Samantha. Copyright NNAAMI April 1997. no printing or reprinting or distribution of this document without the expressed Authority of NNAAMI. NNAAMI member Australia
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